Last time at the rodeo

I am sitting here watching and feeling my daughter kick and wiggle around inside my belly. She is getting so strong now and even Madison and Brynn have felt her a few times. Brynn doesnt realize what she is feeling but she has been kicked/punched in the head a few times while laying on me so I know she must have felt something.

I love feeling her move around. She doesnt do it quite as frequently as Madison or Brynn did but once she gets going she is all over the place. I find myself trying to sit still and enjoy it a lot more this time than I did before. While I will never say never I can say with a good amount of certainty that she is our last baby. Our family will be complete and we can move on to what lay ahead. 

I love being pregnant and I love more than anything being a Mommy. I am proud of my girls and the little people they are. I am also so excited to get to know Paige- her personality, to learn her face and experience once again the wonder and excitement of seeing the world through the eyes of someone who has never seen it.

This may seem odd but I am also quite proud of my body for doing what it is meant to do. For keeping my babies safe, for growing them to be healthy and for bringing them in to this world. One last time at the rodeo, body, and then I promise to do better by you. I owe you the world- you have given me everything I ever wanted.